Goto kaal tomar sathe oi bishoy ta niey sesh barer moto call korlam. Khub kostho hochilo bhebe je yes i was at faults at some points of the relationship, and the harsh words that just flew out of my mind was just too quickly spit out, Eta joto deen jache bujhchi my mind was never under my control..
Sudhu heart ta nijer control a chilo .. tai dakho naa akhno tomay cheyejachi after these long years.. Kostho hoche khub bojhate parbo naa.. abar kaal ekta kharap sopno dekhe fellam.. uthe kadte parlam naa, nijeke strong kore abar chup kore shue rakhlam for the rest of the night.
akhno majhe majhei khub bhoy kore.. jani naa ki kore oi bhoy ta overcome korbo.. this fear might ruin my career.. but its ok i guess shob thik hoe jabe with a few years i wud forget my fears and get back to normal..
Mon er ekta corner a ache je tumi ashbe naa ar , tumi amar theke mukti chao ... With time mayb tomar heart heal kore jabe to marry sum1 else, but bieyer agey mind ta ki state a thakbe jani naa..will i be accepted or rejected ??..
ei ekta question amake tyag korte hbe , i guess i will have to equally stay happy without you ...
Tumi boro ho o , aro strong ho o , nijer modhe je jinish gulo chilo na shei gulo aro develop koro , i am sure bhogban tomay bhalo jinish i debe..
Hmmm tomay chara i amay thaka practice korte hby , i will create my destiny from now on, kin2 chintar modheo tomar opor kichu chapabo naa.. i visualize we would meet again some day but oitukui dekhi ... sedin tumi amay ki uttor debe sheta completely tomar opor...
Hope o kori naa tumi haa bolbe...karon some hopes if failed will take me beyond the point of shatteredness that i am going through right now.. but etai jani khub bhalobashi tomay.. tomar bieyer photo gulo ekdeen roj roj dekhbo ar angul diey tomar chul guloy hath debo.. jani naa tomar pashe ke thakbe ? ami na onno keu ?
jei hok naa keno tumi amar mimi hoe theke jabe amar kache.. ami ki kore majhe mjhe oto rege jetam jani naa.... kheyal kore dekhbe amar raag sudhu tokhn i hoto jokhn tumi taratari bari jabe bolte, aaj dakha korte parbe naa bolte , jokhun aaj fone korte parbe naa bolte , and penultimate raag ta beriegechilo jokhn shunlam chole jacho tumi permanently... Amar shob raag er bishoy chilo tomake naa pawa ... aaj life er ekta last lesson baki tomake chara bina raag kore bina nijer khoti kore tomay bhalo beshe jawa.. Tai hok tahole ..
Nijeo dekhi koto ta bhalo bashi tomay.. sudhu somoy i bolbe ke kake koto ta bhalo bashe ...
Parbo nijeke sustho korte , parbo nijeke nijer lokkho obdhi niey jete ??jani na go...
Tumi khub bhalo ami jani .. amar driro bishas tumi shotik poth ei egiey jabe , jodi tomay naa pai koshto hbe kin2 akhhep thakbe naa ek fota, karon ami prithibir je corner ei thakbo i will know tumi bhalo thakar chesta korcho..
Elam go apato
Sudhu heart ta nijer control a chilo .. tai dakho naa akhno tomay cheyejachi after these long years.. Kostho hoche khub bojhate parbo naa.. abar kaal ekta kharap sopno dekhe fellam.. uthe kadte parlam naa, nijeke strong kore abar chup kore shue rakhlam for the rest of the night.
akhno majhe majhei khub bhoy kore.. jani naa ki kore oi bhoy ta overcome korbo.. this fear might ruin my career.. but its ok i guess shob thik hoe jabe with a few years i wud forget my fears and get back to normal..
Mon er ekta corner a ache je tumi ashbe naa ar , tumi amar theke mukti chao ... With time mayb tomar heart heal kore jabe to marry sum1 else, but bieyer agey mind ta ki state a thakbe jani naa..will i be accepted or rejected ??..
ei ekta question amake tyag korte hbe , i guess i will have to equally stay happy without you ...
Tumi boro ho o , aro strong ho o , nijer modhe je jinish gulo chilo na shei gulo aro develop koro , i am sure bhogban tomay bhalo jinish i debe..
Hmmm tomay chara i amay thaka practice korte hby , i will create my destiny from now on, kin2 chintar modheo tomar opor kichu chapabo naa.. i visualize we would meet again some day but oitukui dekhi ... sedin tumi amay ki uttor debe sheta completely tomar opor...
Hope o kori naa tumi haa bolbe...karon some hopes if failed will take me beyond the point of shatteredness that i am going through right now.. but etai jani khub bhalobashi tomay.. tomar bieyer photo gulo ekdeen roj roj dekhbo ar angul diey tomar chul guloy hath debo.. jani naa tomar pashe ke thakbe ? ami na onno keu ?
jei hok naa keno tumi amar mimi hoe theke jabe amar kache.. ami ki kore majhe mjhe oto rege jetam jani naa.... kheyal kore dekhbe amar raag sudhu tokhn i hoto jokhn tumi taratari bari jabe bolte, aaj dakha korte parbe naa bolte , jokhun aaj fone korte parbe naa bolte , and penultimate raag ta beriegechilo jokhn shunlam chole jacho tumi permanently... Amar shob raag er bishoy chilo tomake naa pawa ... aaj life er ekta last lesson baki tomake chara bina raag kore bina nijer khoti kore tomay bhalo beshe jawa.. Tai hok tahole ..
Nijeo dekhi koto ta bhalo bashi tomay.. sudhu somoy i bolbe ke kake koto ta bhalo bashe ...
Parbo nijeke sustho korte , parbo nijeke nijer lokkho obdhi niey jete ??jani na go...
Tumi khub bhalo ami jani .. amar driro bishas tumi shotik poth ei egiey jabe , jodi tomay naa pai koshto hbe kin2 akhhep thakbe naa ek fota, karon ami prithibir je corner ei thakbo i will know tumi bhalo thakar chesta korcho..
Elam go apato
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