Sunday, 27 October 2013

October 28th 2013 (9:15am) [ Keno akhno postachi??? ]

Kaal raate ghumiechi kin2 ... baajee sopno ar ghum bhenge jawa ta katlo naa.. shokal a uthe kadte icha korchilo bujhte parchilam naa keno eram onnubhuti hoche...shob i thik kore diecho tao koshto lagche keno.. tumi tomar deadline bole diecho tao koshte buk ta baitha korche golay akta dhok joma hoe..

Jani naa hotat 10 ar 12 er kotha mon a porche...ei duto cruical somoy teo chile naa tumi eventually eka thakte thakte thik hoe gechilam kin2 rise up korte pari ni career wise.. wbjee ir jonoh poreo bhalo korte parlam naa.. sekhane wbjee theke aieee ir week ta sudhu tomar sthy shob thik koreo, golpo koreo oto bhalo rank korlam ... aro better colg a cs it nite partam ... but past is past i dont look back and regret.. i never say issh arektu jodi portam aieee ir jonoh NIT hoejeto baa ECE heritage a peye jetam.. cz amr mentality chilo wen u r with me as my partner m invincible no 1 can defeat me..

10 a jodio amar second passion ta amar sthy chilo cricket.. tao jeno nijeke dhore rakhte partam dukkho holei bat niey chat giey ball pitie ashtam.. 12 e jokhn chile naa khub koshto hoto akta moral booster dorkar chilo tokhn , contact o korechilam bt tumi amar sthy tokhn contact rakhte chao i ni...

Aaj o tomar ektai bhoy amar career take dobachi ami , sheta tumi nisshondheye bolte paro khub ekta unchu te jabo naa ar karon i lost the member of my family je amay inspire korto invicible feel korato... Bhalo laglo dekhe u have become ur own strength kash amio partam.. tumi threat die diecho ar jano tomay ami purono kotha mon a naa korai sudhu bondhu hisabhei thaki.. tai korchi kin2 expectation gulo jano amar shorir er modhe bhore jache.. expectation tht u wud b back soon in next 6 months and i wud really gather my full utmost courage and strength to rise up truly as an individual and make something valuable out of my life...

till then i will drag myslf some how expecting hoyoth darie jabo .. kin2 icha korche naa kichu porte kichu howar chesta korte , khali jano nijeke choto lagche nijeke bolte icha korche je zeal ta eshe gache kin2 execution plan ta set korte parchi naa... Tomar promise  ta jeno amar life a ekta mercedes ene dilo kin2 tomar presence as a supporting partner ta jano oi garitar petrol .. setai nei ar .. jani naa mercesdes ta dhakka die koto ta niey jawa jabe..

Bhalo lage tomar strength ta dekhe tumi onek strong seta agei bujhtam jokhn tumul jhamelar poreo tumi nimeshe normal hoe jete dekhe khub bhalo lagto bujhtam khub strong tumi...kash oi ta amar mdheo thakto tahole hoytoh tomar shift korar khobor ta shune aro strongly nijeke dhore rakhte partam...

Nijeke khub strong lagche ato deen tumi chole gacho tao bhenge jai ni akhno oto tai bhalobaschi tomay .. Kin2 khub beshi strong hoa tao bhalo naa.. mentality te strength dorkar pore ar manushik jaega tae altoh ekta support lage tobei akta manush ashol unotti korte pare ..

Aro ekta soptha eshe galo songe niey elo hajar ekta chinta ar joma dhukkho.. !!!
Jani naa ei bhby koto deen gari take dhakka die egote parbo ...

Tomar ekhon time dorkar nao joto iche nao .. tarpor decide korbe tumi ami thik kina koto ta ghure darate parlam kina jibone tarpor amar kache ashbe.. eram kono clause chilo naa agey .. jodi prothom deen theke bolte toke kin2 onek boro hote hobe tobei ami biey korbo , tahole first year theke ekta huge zeal thakto to succeed veryyyyyyy big in life... tumi je raag ta ekbar a prokash korcho sheta jodi ashte ashte ektu ektu kore prothom deen theke dakhate tahole aaj tomar sathey onek beshi adjusting hoe jetam...

Ei ekbar a sarajiboner amar porti joma raag ta ber kora ta thik holo kina sheta tumi i jano..
amra chele ra personal life and professional life take alada kore rakhte pari naa .. tomader moto..
amader kache dutoi jeno intersect kore  eke opor ke .. where as tomader kono intersection area i pore naa duto set er mdhy..

Behind every sucessfull man there is a woman akta probad ache ... i guess keu bole naa behind every sucessful man there is a freind !!! jani naa tumi aghat peyecho time nio nijeke saranor jonoh... but amar jonoh kono prayer koro naa , lokhnath baba dadua sobai ke ami roj bolchi amar condition ta amar modhe ki jache.. so i guess tomar ekta wish korata kichu sae debe naa.. tumi ekbar bolbe saradin a ar ami saradin i tader sathe kotha bole jachi... obviously amar kotha ta beshi shunbe..

Jani naa jokhn kaal bole dilam puro puri amay chere de amay kichu deen suffer korte de nijeke then kichu bhby nijer moto toiri kore nebo tumi bolle naa rise up to full strength !!! petrol chara mercesdes niey ki bhby full speed a chotabo ... haa ami immatured kichu jaegay kin2 tumi immatured onek jaegay...

kiram jano mon a hoche ekta favour kore dile ekta ashas diey !!! ami thank u o bollam !!! jani naa mon theke thank u ta eshechilo kina.. karon amar kache tokhn ektai chinta chilo ke decide korbe m deserving kina ???.. 7 billion population a girl to boy ratio ta bhari odbhut.. every 1 girl there are around 9 guys ... !!

So technically speaking m not competeing with myself but with 9 other boys .. sekhane i have no gurantee that i can win .. Jani naa ashte ashte nijeke eka i lagche.. with time aro lagbe karon ami jani with time tumio nijeke shorie nebe.. akhon hoytoh momentarily ekta dhakka diey dile jate gari ta theme naa jae...

Kintu ki jano toh gari theme thaka ta ek i jinish .. tumi kichu ta thele dile sheta giey abar ekta jaegay stagnant hoe jabe .. Raag hoche naa khali etai mon a hoche eram keno korcho bhikka cheyechi jeta amar baba maa kono deen sekhai ni , fatie fatie constant kedechi last onek deen jeta karor i baba maa chae naa ... ghum khawa prae tyag kore dichi which is absolutely ridiculous..

Kash tomar moto ekta remote thakto amar life a channel change ba tv off kore ditam jokhn chaitam abar on kore ditam abar jokhn chaitam .. tahole hoytoh tomar motoi akdom normally kaaj korte partam !!

charo all the best for your exams on the 31st bhalo kore poro am there when ever u need me ... etai amar nature jei amar sthy jai koruk naa keno tar jono korte ami second thght debo naa ... Souvik puro school a amar baba maa didi niey jatah bolechilo yet college life a eshe je bhby perechilam korechilam oor jonoh .. eta ke bokami ba self respect er obhab bolbe.. ami kin2 manbo naa ami mon a kori protek muhurto manush ke ekta second chance dae to chnge themselves so we should fall to help the ones in need at all points of time in any way as we can...

charo tumi khub busy tumi khub rege tumi tomar deserving character khujbe ... ami jodi 6 foot lomba ambanir chele o hotam naa tomake ato tai bhalobashtam aar nijeke shob somoy choto i bhabtam tomar theke..

Amar bhalobashay raag obhiman aro onek jinish chilo kin2 tumi eta ke ar sojho korte parle naa .. Ami ashi bujhle i am preparing myself to be alone karon 1:9 ratio te am sure u will find ur dream man ... 9 ta chele pabe technically speaking .. 1 chole jak  so what 8 ta chele aro pabe to choose from so why limit ur self to me only ..am sure oi 8 jon er mdhy ekjon tomar ideal match hoe jabe..

Elam go another lonely day in a loners world..  bhalo theko asusually aro unnoti koro karon tumi jano how to manage and differentiate ur personal life and professional life .. kash ami partam ..

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