Ato kichur por abar iche korchilo abar sopno dekhbo... beche kichu ekta kore nitam.. Kin2 abar sei tumi amay dhore nile.. Hoytoh tomay bhul bujhechilam kaal ke .. Kin2 ki jano jotoi bhul bujhe thaki naa keno i sufferance i went through that 5 hours only i know... onek deen ghumoi ni ghumole raate achomka uthe pori .. bichana te katrai ar tomay chole jete dekhi .. majhe majhe ei besh thanda teo i get cold sweats at night...
Tomay chara jibon expect korinaa... jani tumi eta bujhbe naa ar.. Kin2 aaj tomar blind promise ta mene abar normal life lead kortam.. aaj jodi naa dhorte hoytoh spiritual kono ekta line a dhuke jetam after my btech... Jani naa aaj shokal tried to meditate .. besh bhalo meditation holo khub ekta chinta ashi ni .. was monitoring my breath for 1.30 hrs...ekta odbhut calmness eshe gechilo ... I felt a lot of happiness in m and decided to leave the tormented bruised understnding btwn us and meditate as frequent as i can from now.. Onek kichu realisation o holo meditation a giey...
300 breaths monitor kora chokh bondho kore without no thghts is a achivement agey 5 minute chup kore boshe thakte partam naa 1.30 hrs was an achivement.. jani bishas korbe naa bt exact 300 th count sesh holo ar message ashar ring elo baaje tokhn 11:36 am... khule dekhlm.. when i opened my eye i told myslf ar naa ei bhby poshte labh nei she is not even feeling a thing.. she sleeps , she eats , she studies , she has friends , she has her responsibilities.. She doesnt even care tht u r breaking .. she just wants u to rise up and move on so that it makes it easier for her to even move on in life.. So tomay bole dilam amar icha ta at 11:45 am..
Tokhon dekhlam tumi likhle i misunderstood u .. i was in a mood to settle down without you a single life... then jano toh tumi amar weakness du min baade again i went mad.. and things followed .. i was not in my normal senses wen i was talking.. the tormented mind took over... Bodo tortured condition a chilo amar matha ta...
but onek paglamo korar por jani naa tumi ekta promise korle... 3:41 pm OCTOBER 2013 , u said "i will" arektu clear hote bollam so u said , "WAIT TILL THE TIME YOU REVIVE" (3:42 pm)... Jano naa ki khusi holam .. plus tumi amay bondhu hisabeo rakhbe bolle till i stand.. 3: 4 1 pm .... ulto le ki hoy 1 4 3 ...
Shotti u gave me a reason to aim sky high only for u .. ekta secret energy pachi frm ur presnce.. sobar sathy bhalo bhby kotha bolchi .. hete hete berochi.. Even i m luving the change in me..
Aaj ke onek relaxed achi... focus tao eshe gache mon a hoche... icha korche kichu ekta boro kore korte hby .. dekhbe heror moto kore ashbo tomay nite... :) :') :")
Merc ba bmw chara ashboi naa !!! berobo armani suit pore.. neme propose kore debo.. jaega tao imagine kore niey chi south city mall a dhokar okhane ...Trust me eto boro hoe ashbo ar ato addor a rakhbo tomar kono deen kono complaint hbe naa.. 2015 november a ashbo .. tht year i will make ur b'day verrry special...
Fairytale dekhchi akhon .. oi sopno gulo fullfill kortei hby , till then have work my ass off !!!!
aaj asha kori ghumobo .. jodi unless abar rege tege giey block naa kore dao.. :P
Thank u for promising me.. i m blindly beliving ur words .. jodi tokhn chere dao jani naa ki hbe...But akhn toh ar oishb bhebe labh nei onek khat te hbe lets c ki hoy...
Ektai kotha tomar gae kata dilo " I am reserved for the who deserves me " ... dakho hote pare ami ektu baaje kin2 m capable haa.. i desrve u .. acha may be not yet.. Kin2 hoe jachhi .. ar ektu routine a anlei life ta i will deserve u ...
Etar mane ei noytoh i dont desrve u .. and sumbdy else does.. jodi eram hoy jani tumi ekdeen bujhbe soubhik kiram pagol chilo tomar jonoh.. tomar jonoh sarajibn pagol er moto shob kichu korlo aar jodi sedin chere chole jao .. tahole opor olar kache giey hisebh kore nio..
i am trying dakho .. second a second a jodi ato bodlai tahole bhabo toh ko ek mash er mdhy amartoh sen , ba bill gates naa hoe jai :").. i luv u :)
tomar khub kharap lagto naa tomay naki ami patta di naa.. ebar eshe tomay urie niey jabo... Sobar samne rastay propose korbo ... aro strong hoe nichi jate tokhn kole o tulte pari...
Tomar Barir lokeder samne buk fulie jete parbo ebar :) :)
Just dekhte thako ki bhby deen a deen a boro hoe uthi as a person in terms of career JUST FOR U M.R !!! ;)
Tomay chara jibon expect korinaa... jani tumi eta bujhbe naa ar.. Kin2 aaj tomar blind promise ta mene abar normal life lead kortam.. aaj jodi naa dhorte hoytoh spiritual kono ekta line a dhuke jetam after my btech... Jani naa aaj shokal tried to meditate .. besh bhalo meditation holo khub ekta chinta ashi ni .. was monitoring my breath for 1.30 hrs...ekta odbhut calmness eshe gechilo ... I felt a lot of happiness in m and decided to leave the tormented bruised understnding btwn us and meditate as frequent as i can from now.. Onek kichu realisation o holo meditation a giey...
300 breaths monitor kora chokh bondho kore without no thghts is a achivement agey 5 minute chup kore boshe thakte partam naa 1.30 hrs was an achivement.. jani bishas korbe naa bt exact 300 th count sesh holo ar message ashar ring elo baaje tokhn 11:36 am... khule dekhlm.. when i opened my eye i told myslf ar naa ei bhby poshte labh nei she is not even feeling a thing.. she sleeps , she eats , she studies , she has friends , she has her responsibilities.. She doesnt even care tht u r breaking .. she just wants u to rise up and move on so that it makes it easier for her to even move on in life.. So tomay bole dilam amar icha ta at 11:45 am..
Tokhon dekhlam tumi likhle i misunderstood u .. i was in a mood to settle down without you a single life... then jano toh tumi amar weakness du min baade again i went mad.. and things followed .. i was not in my normal senses wen i was talking.. the tormented mind took over... Bodo tortured condition a chilo amar matha ta...
but onek paglamo korar por jani naa tumi ekta promise korle... 3:41 pm OCTOBER 2013 , u said "i will" arektu clear hote bollam so u said , "WAIT TILL THE TIME YOU REVIVE" (3:42 pm)... Jano naa ki khusi holam .. plus tumi amay bondhu hisabeo rakhbe bolle till i stand.. 3: 4 1 pm .... ulto le ki hoy 1 4 3 ...
Shotti u gave me a reason to aim sky high only for u .. ekta secret energy pachi frm ur presnce.. sobar sathy bhalo bhby kotha bolchi .. hete hete berochi.. Even i m luving the change in me..
Aaj ke onek relaxed achi... focus tao eshe gache mon a hoche... icha korche kichu ekta boro kore korte hby .. dekhbe heror moto kore ashbo tomay nite... :) :') :")
Merc ba bmw chara ashboi naa !!! berobo armani suit pore.. neme propose kore debo.. jaega tao imagine kore niey chi south city mall a dhokar okhane ...Trust me eto boro hoe ashbo ar ato addor a rakhbo tomar kono deen kono complaint hbe naa.. 2015 november a ashbo .. tht year i will make ur b'day verrry special...
Fairytale dekhchi akhon .. oi sopno gulo fullfill kortei hby , till then have work my ass off !!!!
aaj asha kori ghumobo .. jodi unless abar rege tege giey block naa kore dao.. :P
Thank u for promising me.. i m blindly beliving ur words .. jodi tokhn chere dao jani naa ki hbe...But akhn toh ar oishb bhebe labh nei onek khat te hbe lets c ki hoy...
Ektai kotha tomar gae kata dilo " I am reserved for the who deserves me " ... dakho hote pare ami ektu baaje kin2 m capable haa.. i desrve u .. acha may be not yet.. Kin2 hoe jachhi .. ar ektu routine a anlei life ta i will deserve u ...
Etar mane ei noytoh i dont desrve u .. and sumbdy else does.. jodi eram hoy jani tumi ekdeen bujhbe soubhik kiram pagol chilo tomar jonoh.. tomar jonoh sarajibn pagol er moto shob kichu korlo aar jodi sedin chere chole jao .. tahole opor olar kache giey hisebh kore nio..
i am trying dakho .. second a second a jodi ato bodlai tahole bhabo toh ko ek mash er mdhy amartoh sen , ba bill gates naa hoe jai :").. i luv u :)
tomar khub kharap lagto naa tomay naki ami patta di naa.. ebar eshe tomay urie niey jabo... Sobar samne rastay propose korbo ... aro strong hoe nichi jate tokhn kole o tulte pari...
Tomar Barir lokeder samne buk fulie jete parbo ebar :) :)
Just dekhte thako ki bhby deen a deen a boro hoe uthi as a person in terms of career JUST FOR U M.R !!! ;)
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