Ei ti amar jiboner ek shundor smirtir collection akhon uthe darachi ashte ashte kin2 je kotha gulo tomay bolar chilo sei gulo hoytoh tomay ar bole uthte parlam naa... tai ekhane likhchi..
Bhalobasha kake bole ami hoytoh chini ni aaj obdhi, tai tomar bhalobasha tar extent ta bujhte pari ni .. Tumi joto tar theke digun shundor tomar mon ta.. amar mathay tokhun priyanka choprar bhoot,deen onek ager ghotona eishob tokhun ekti bod mejaji utsrinkhol chele bolei porchiti petam sobar kaach theke.. bari teo je khub bhalo chokhe amay dekhto taa naa , ek matro chele feleo dewa jae naa .. prithibi te eneche jokhn tader kortobo onujai tara amar bod mejaj abong utsrinkholota ta manno kore nae..
Tokhun boddo ekka lagto .. mon a hoto keu nei jano pashe .. bondhu chilo kin2 bondhutter tan ta petam naa... tokhon tumio khub koshte bachhile bondhutte gadari , tomar feelings er opoman abong aro onek ups and downs diey jachile tokhon ... Ei moner obsthan o ghotona suttre amader bondhutto hoy.. tumi ar ami ... se ek ajob bondhuttor taan gore othe ...
deen onek kota katlo bondhuttor sima perote laglo ... kin2 sheta bujheo ami chup kore roi pache tomar moto ek shundor bondhu ami harai.. bondhu tomay ami amar shob koshto bolte thaki ar tumi return a amay inspire korte thako ... hotat kiram prothom bar nijeke bhalo onubhob korlam er agey obdhi ami nijeke bokhe jawa bhebe nieychilam..
tomar mon e je tokhon oto ta koshto chilo bujhi ni go, tai tomay bhul bujhe nitam bhabtam keno open up kore kotha bole naa.. tao nijeke atka te parlam naa obosheshe bhebei nilam tomay bole debo je tomake ami onno nojor a dekhchi.. tokhon o nijeke atke roilam ebong bojhalam er consequence ta oti bo kharap hote pare ebong amar ekti matro crush o shob che bhalo bondhu ti ke harate pari..
nijeke dhore roilam.. november 2005 thekei tomay jeno bhalo beshe feli ... Kinto bhalo basha ki jinish tokhno kono gyan chilo naa.. hoytoh tokhun bhabtam jake kono deen harate chao naa takei bhalo basha bole... exams er somoy tomay boleo di je amar mon a bondhutto ta onno jaegay chole jache.. kin2 tomar koshto ta bujhi je tumi amay harate chao naa as a frnd atlst.. tomar bhoy chilo hoytoh tumi amay hariey felbe jinishta jodi ono kichu te convert hoe jae..
obosheshe tomar bapar ta niey amay alochonay boshtei holo tokhun mon a hoy 2006 er jan er shurur dik choleche .. somik ke akdin ami khule bollam sedin dupur a oo amar baritei chilo.. date ta hoytoh exact mon a nei kinto joto dur mon a pore 15 th ki 16th january .. somik ke ami bole uthi je tomay ami hoytoh kono deen o harate chai naa ebong tomar companionship amay deen a deen a aro confidence diey choleche ..den a deen a aro capable mon a hoche.. somik shob shune amay poramorsho dilo jate giey ami bole di ... ami time chai ar boli dara time ele nijei bolbo ... kin2 seh jeno kiram ekta odbhut bhoy ..
tokhun baba bole je amra hoytoh canada shift kore jete pari du ek bochor a ... shune amar khusi naa hoey ektai kotha mon a elo madhumantir ki hbe ???
kotha ta eshe tomay janai.. tomar mukh chokh dekhe bujhe jai koto ta kharap legechilo tomar kotha ta shune.. toto tai kharap lage joto ta amr hoechilo ... nijeke atke ni tomay bola theke je tomay hoytoh ami bhalo baschi.. somik o nijer life tokhn onek down die jachilo nehar sutre... oboshese somik amay bole je tui naa bol ami giey bole dichi ok ?? sedin bus a tumi amay tomar kashmir er trip er chobi gulo dakhachile.. onek mon a bol niey bhablam naa ar naa ebar bolei dewa uchit...
ko ek deen baade deen ti chilo 17th feb 2006 friday chilo joto dur mon a pore 8:30 pm ami tomay fone kore bole dite jai.. somik du bar tokhn fone kore dieche amay je bolbi naa ami bole debo..sedin shokal theke ato tension hochilo as if final xam ache aaj bikele ar ami kichu prepared noi .. boron final xam dewar ageo oto tension kori ni .. obosheshe joto dur mon a pore 8:55 tokhn .. tomay fone kore prothom a bahana marte thaki .. geogrphy map pointing niey... obshese chot joldi kore amar feelings ta janie di .. bhabi hoytoh tomar extremely kharap legeche..
tarpor tumi haa korle sombar .. tarpor oi 172 days tomay ami prothom bar as a girl friend pai.. ashte ashte kiram jeno bondhutto ta pore jete thaklo ar complications ashte thaklo .. karon tao chilam ami i jodio .. tokhon nijeke qstn kori arey tumi keno reciprocate koro naa tomar bhalo basha ta...
obujer moto kaaj chilo eta.. tokhun boddo choto chilam jano .. bujhte partam naa tomar nijer mdhy oneeeeek emotionals turmoil cholche ebong tokhn tomar bondhutto ta dorkar chilo ... 8th aug 2006 bole dilam tomay hoytoh bhul korchi amra amader thaka uchit naa...
tokhun tomar chokhe prothom bar amar proti je bhalobasha ta chilo sheta dekhte pai jodio tomar mukh die ono kichu beroy tumi bolo je " Bolechilam toke eta agey".. onno mongol bar gulo tumi takate amar dike .. sedin ghure takaleo naa .. bujhe gelam tomar obhiman ta.. tar porer deen rakhi chilo ami jantam tumi badbe naa amay .. ar bhaggo bhalo badh o ni ... ki jeno bolechile ekta heshe jokhn bollam kire badhbi naa ??
jai hok tarpor obsho thik hoe gechilo shob ... ari chokhe dakha sei .. bus er gaan gulo .. " bheegi bheegi raton mein" .. uff ki deen chilo sei shob bacha chilam jodio kintu oram feeling first time aschilo mon er mdhy .. er modhy amra ekdeen bus theke neme bhijeo ashi joto dur mon a ache eta ei somoy ta tei ...
tarpor result berolo jokhun amar kopal a hath .... bhablam oto anonda tai hoytoh amay divert kore diche..ki boka boka chilam tokhn..13th september tomay bole di je eta ar possible naa... PROTHOM BAR i luv u bolle ufffff deen ta just fab chilo.. kin2 mathay result er chinta ta amay boka gadha banie dilo ... ami bhebei rekhechilam tomay ami akhno bhalo bashi kin2 ektu time dao amay..
tarpor khela dhulo porashuno shob niey khub busy hoe pori ... khelte nam tam jokhn .. ko ek deen net a tomar naam kore batting a nami.. ek deen obosho shunno kore out hoe jai.. kin2 more or less portek bar i tomar naam kore batting a namle bhaloi tene ditam..tokhono kin2 tomay bhalobashi kin2 tomay ar oi bhby disturb korini ...
sei somoy ta hoytoh tumi amay bhul bujhe jachile nije nije.. ato boka chilam ekbar bhabi o ni jeta ke ami diturb bhabchi sheta tomar kache ekta tension hoe darache... somik amay bojhay je shob thik kore ne kin2 ekta lojja kaaj kore nijer mdhy je keno tomake koshto debo ar because nijeke tokhno bhalobashtam naa.. sudhu sopno niey bachtam kin2 sei sopne tumio chile kin2 bhoy lagto tomay bolte sheta...
amar ekta odbhut sopno chilo jano .. tomay ami national television a khub boro ekta crickter hoe propose korbo sedin ar lojja thakbe naa tomay bolte .. karon ami established hoe jabo ar tomar sob dukkho muche nebo.. ei shob bacha bacha chinta bhabna diey deen kat toh...
ponchumi te sei bochor prothom bar bhablam jodi cricketer naa hote pari tokhon ??? somik ke call kore bollam ami shob mitie nite chai... thik o hoe galo ..pujo ta bhaloi katlo amar...
Kin2 tomay school reopen howar por dekhe bhoy peye gelam bhablam ki korchi ami oke noshto korchi .. she desrves sum1 bttr than me... eta ageo bolechilam jodio .. sedin somik ke bolechilam amar bhoy er bapare ...
somik hith a biporit kore tulte chailo bapar ta niey .. think twice before u get back .. ami bollam dakh bhoy lagche ... sahosh kore abar tomar sathe shob clear korlam.. bhablam tomake eka amar bhoy gulo niey bolbo kin2 i guess tumi bolechile je tumi amay eka meet korte parbe naa .. ba eram i kichu ekta..
bhoy take chepe roilam.. childrns day er deen DON dakhar por amra sobai khete gelam alishan a... kheye deye tumi egie porle ..
tarpor arekta notun bochor chole elo ... bhoy amr sei ak i rokom roegalo ... tomake sei august theke priyanka chopra ke khepatam mon a ache.. oma dekhi tumi orkut a priyankar chobi lagiecho.. tarpor orkut a tomar sthy majhy sajhy dakha hoto..school toh ami kono deen a jetam naa .. tao tene tune tomay khub dekhte icha korle chole jetam .. ar jedin gulo jetam naa sei deen gulo chat a bat ball ar computer games niey katiey ditam..
tarpor amar mon a pore amader bondhutter er taan ta bhalo bashar modheo chilo ...
ekdeen result er por tomay khub dprssd dekhi ato koshto hoy ki bolbo..
sedin tomake ami nijer chokh die chenai koto ta shundor tumi ar tumi jeram nijeke baaje bhabo oram tumi noy ...tomar sei shune hashi ta khub chapa chilo thik i .. kin2 bujhechilam kichu ta bojh halka korte perechi..
tarpor barite jhamela shuru holo amader o biched holo .. ami ar ei rltnshp jinish take mante parlam naa mon a holo baba maa eram korche amro toh eram hbe .. baba maa ke keu chup korao ..pore ghata ghati kore jante pari babar colg lifer purono kono affair niey ei shb hoche .. ato kharap lage amar ami bishon utsrikhol hoe pori .. maa ke baba ke kauke naa mene chup chap nijer moto life lead korte thaki .. tokhun abar tomay ami sorie rakhlam .. karon ta nischit chilo je ami bhalo basha mani naa ar mante chai o naa... Bhalo bashar definiton ta amar kache tokhn khub bacha bacha chilo ... onek pore giey bhalo bashata ki ashte ashte bujhte sikhi jaak seta ar ekta notun chapter a bolbo aaj ei obdhi i thak ...
Bhalobasha kake bole ami hoytoh chini ni aaj obdhi, tai tomar bhalobasha tar extent ta bujhte pari ni .. Tumi joto tar theke digun shundor tomar mon ta.. amar mathay tokhun priyanka choprar bhoot,deen onek ager ghotona eishob tokhun ekti bod mejaji utsrinkhol chele bolei porchiti petam sobar kaach theke.. bari teo je khub bhalo chokhe amay dekhto taa naa , ek matro chele feleo dewa jae naa .. prithibi te eneche jokhn tader kortobo onujai tara amar bod mejaj abong utsrinkholota ta manno kore nae..
Tokhun boddo ekka lagto .. mon a hoto keu nei jano pashe .. bondhu chilo kin2 bondhutter tan ta petam naa... tokhon tumio khub koshte bachhile bondhutte gadari , tomar feelings er opoman abong aro onek ups and downs diey jachile tokhon ... Ei moner obsthan o ghotona suttre amader bondhutto hoy.. tumi ar ami ... se ek ajob bondhuttor taan gore othe ...
deen onek kota katlo bondhuttor sima perote laglo ... kin2 sheta bujheo ami chup kore roi pache tomar moto ek shundor bondhu ami harai.. bondhu tomay ami amar shob koshto bolte thaki ar tumi return a amay inspire korte thako ... hotat kiram prothom bar nijeke bhalo onubhob korlam er agey obdhi ami nijeke bokhe jawa bhebe nieychilam..
tomar mon e je tokhon oto ta koshto chilo bujhi ni go, tai tomay bhul bujhe nitam bhabtam keno open up kore kotha bole naa.. tao nijeke atka te parlam naa obosheshe bhebei nilam tomay bole debo je tomake ami onno nojor a dekhchi.. tokhon o nijeke atke roilam ebong bojhalam er consequence ta oti bo kharap hote pare ebong amar ekti matro crush o shob che bhalo bondhu ti ke harate pari..
nijeke dhore roilam.. november 2005 thekei tomay jeno bhalo beshe feli ... Kinto bhalo basha ki jinish tokhno kono gyan chilo naa.. hoytoh tokhun bhabtam jake kono deen harate chao naa takei bhalo basha bole... exams er somoy tomay boleo di je amar mon a bondhutto ta onno jaegay chole jache.. kin2 tomar koshto ta bujhi je tumi amay harate chao naa as a frnd atlst.. tomar bhoy chilo hoytoh tumi amay hariey felbe jinishta jodi ono kichu te convert hoe jae..
obosheshe tomar bapar ta niey amay alochonay boshtei holo tokhun mon a hoy 2006 er jan er shurur dik choleche .. somik ke akdin ami khule bollam sedin dupur a oo amar baritei chilo.. date ta hoytoh exact mon a nei kinto joto dur mon a pore 15 th ki 16th january .. somik ke ami bole uthi je tomay ami hoytoh kono deen o harate chai naa ebong tomar companionship amay deen a deen a aro confidence diey choleche ..den a deen a aro capable mon a hoche.. somik shob shune amay poramorsho dilo jate giey ami bole di ... ami time chai ar boli dara time ele nijei bolbo ... kin2 seh jeno kiram ekta odbhut bhoy ..
tokhun baba bole je amra hoytoh canada shift kore jete pari du ek bochor a ... shune amar khusi naa hoey ektai kotha mon a elo madhumantir ki hbe ???
kotha ta eshe tomay janai.. tomar mukh chokh dekhe bujhe jai koto ta kharap legechilo tomar kotha ta shune.. toto tai kharap lage joto ta amr hoechilo ... nijeke atke ni tomay bola theke je tomay hoytoh ami bhalo baschi.. somik o nijer life tokhn onek down die jachilo nehar sutre... oboshese somik amay bole je tui naa bol ami giey bole dichi ok ?? sedin bus a tumi amay tomar kashmir er trip er chobi gulo dakhachile.. onek mon a bol niey bhablam naa ar naa ebar bolei dewa uchit...
ko ek deen baade deen ti chilo 17th feb 2006 friday chilo joto dur mon a pore 8:30 pm ami tomay fone kore bole dite jai.. somik du bar tokhn fone kore dieche amay je bolbi naa ami bole debo..sedin shokal theke ato tension hochilo as if final xam ache aaj bikele ar ami kichu prepared noi .. boron final xam dewar ageo oto tension kori ni .. obosheshe joto dur mon a pore 8:55 tokhn .. tomay fone kore prothom a bahana marte thaki .. geogrphy map pointing niey... obshese chot joldi kore amar feelings ta janie di .. bhabi hoytoh tomar extremely kharap legeche..
tarpor tumi haa korle sombar .. tarpor oi 172 days tomay ami prothom bar as a girl friend pai.. ashte ashte kiram jeno bondhutto ta pore jete thaklo ar complications ashte thaklo .. karon tao chilam ami i jodio .. tokhon nijeke qstn kori arey tumi keno reciprocate koro naa tomar bhalo basha ta...
obujer moto kaaj chilo eta.. tokhun boddo choto chilam jano .. bujhte partam naa tomar nijer mdhy oneeeeek emotionals turmoil cholche ebong tokhn tomar bondhutto ta dorkar chilo ... 8th aug 2006 bole dilam tomay hoytoh bhul korchi amra amader thaka uchit naa...
tokhun tomar chokhe prothom bar amar proti je bhalobasha ta chilo sheta dekhte pai jodio tomar mukh die ono kichu beroy tumi bolo je " Bolechilam toke eta agey".. onno mongol bar gulo tumi takate amar dike .. sedin ghure takaleo naa .. bujhe gelam tomar obhiman ta.. tar porer deen rakhi chilo ami jantam tumi badbe naa amay .. ar bhaggo bhalo badh o ni ... ki jeno bolechile ekta heshe jokhn bollam kire badhbi naa ??
jai hok tarpor obsho thik hoe gechilo shob ... ari chokhe dakha sei .. bus er gaan gulo .. " bheegi bheegi raton mein" .. uff ki deen chilo sei shob bacha chilam jodio kintu oram feeling first time aschilo mon er mdhy .. er modhy amra ekdeen bus theke neme bhijeo ashi joto dur mon a ache eta ei somoy ta tei ...
tarpor result berolo jokhun amar kopal a hath .... bhablam oto anonda tai hoytoh amay divert kore diche..ki boka boka chilam tokhn..13th september tomay bole di je eta ar possible naa... PROTHOM BAR i luv u bolle ufffff deen ta just fab chilo.. kin2 mathay result er chinta ta amay boka gadha banie dilo ... ami bhebei rekhechilam tomay ami akhno bhalo bashi kin2 ektu time dao amay..
tarpor khela dhulo porashuno shob niey khub busy hoe pori ... khelte nam tam jokhn .. ko ek deen net a tomar naam kore batting a nami.. ek deen obosho shunno kore out hoe jai.. kin2 more or less portek bar i tomar naam kore batting a namle bhaloi tene ditam..tokhono kin2 tomay bhalobashi kin2 tomay ar oi bhby disturb korini ...
sei somoy ta hoytoh tumi amay bhul bujhe jachile nije nije.. ato boka chilam ekbar bhabi o ni jeta ke ami diturb bhabchi sheta tomar kache ekta tension hoe darache... somik amay bojhay je shob thik kore ne kin2 ekta lojja kaaj kore nijer mdhy je keno tomake koshto debo ar because nijeke tokhno bhalobashtam naa.. sudhu sopno niey bachtam kin2 sei sopne tumio chile kin2 bhoy lagto tomay bolte sheta...
amar ekta odbhut sopno chilo jano .. tomay ami national television a khub boro ekta crickter hoe propose korbo sedin ar lojja thakbe naa tomay bolte .. karon ami established hoe jabo ar tomar sob dukkho muche nebo.. ei shob bacha bacha chinta bhabna diey deen kat toh...
ponchumi te sei bochor prothom bar bhablam jodi cricketer naa hote pari tokhon ??? somik ke call kore bollam ami shob mitie nite chai... thik o hoe galo ..pujo ta bhaloi katlo amar...
Kin2 tomay school reopen howar por dekhe bhoy peye gelam bhablam ki korchi ami oke noshto korchi .. she desrves sum1 bttr than me... eta ageo bolechilam jodio .. sedin somik ke bolechilam amar bhoy er bapare ...
somik hith a biporit kore tulte chailo bapar ta niey .. think twice before u get back .. ami bollam dakh bhoy lagche ... sahosh kore abar tomar sathe shob clear korlam.. bhablam tomake eka amar bhoy gulo niey bolbo kin2 i guess tumi bolechile je tumi amay eka meet korte parbe naa .. ba eram i kichu ekta..
bhoy take chepe roilam.. childrns day er deen DON dakhar por amra sobai khete gelam alishan a... kheye deye tumi egie porle ..
tarpor arekta notun bochor chole elo ... bhoy amr sei ak i rokom roegalo ... tomake sei august theke priyanka chopra ke khepatam mon a ache.. oma dekhi tumi orkut a priyankar chobi lagiecho.. tarpor orkut a tomar sthy majhy sajhy dakha hoto..school toh ami kono deen a jetam naa .. tao tene tune tomay khub dekhte icha korle chole jetam .. ar jedin gulo jetam naa sei deen gulo chat a bat ball ar computer games niey katiey ditam..
tarpor amar mon a pore amader bondhutter er taan ta bhalo bashar modheo chilo ...
ekdeen result er por tomay khub dprssd dekhi ato koshto hoy ki bolbo..
sedin tomake ami nijer chokh die chenai koto ta shundor tumi ar tumi jeram nijeke baaje bhabo oram tumi noy ...tomar sei shune hashi ta khub chapa chilo thik i .. kin2 bujhechilam kichu ta bojh halka korte perechi..
tarpor barite jhamela shuru holo amader o biched holo .. ami ar ei rltnshp jinish take mante parlam naa mon a holo baba maa eram korche amro toh eram hbe .. baba maa ke keu chup korao ..pore ghata ghati kore jante pari babar colg lifer purono kono affair niey ei shb hoche .. ato kharap lage amar ami bishon utsrikhol hoe pori .. maa ke baba ke kauke naa mene chup chap nijer moto life lead korte thaki .. tokhun abar tomay ami sorie rakhlam .. karon ta nischit chilo je ami bhalo basha mani naa ar mante chai o naa... Bhalo bashar definiton ta amar kache tokhn khub bacha bacha chilo ... onek pore giey bhalo bashata ki ashte ashte bujhte sikhi jaak seta ar ekta notun chapter a bolbo aaj ei obdhi i thak ...
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