Kichu somporko hoy shob kichur urdhe shob kichur opor a.. its called a match made in heavens... tumi amr kache oram i chile..jodio ami tomar kache oram kichui chilam naa..amake ke niey just goto 3.5 bochor tumi just obessed chile... aaj ar sei object ta roilo kina kono matter kore na.. sei pagol prem ta tomar kache akta just relationship chilo which didnt work out.. jodi eto deen tomar moto kore thaktam jani naa taholeo hoytoh chere dite.. kin2 ki jano flawless bole kichu hoy naa tateo kichu flaw nischoi pete...
Amar tomar proti je bhalobasha ta chilo it was mad.. it was intense .. it was divine.. tomar mdhy ami amar ishwar take dekhtam.. tomar mdhy ami ekta maa dekhtam.. tomar mdhy ami amar jiboner shb sukh khuje petam... ato bhalobasha tar ar justification roilo naa.. jibon a first nije kobe gari chailechi first kobe baba chokher jol muchie diechilo.. first kobe ekta darun cricket a performance die chilam .. shob muche gechilo tomar prem a pore... tomay niey ato sukh khuje peyechilam jibon er baki shob smriti baki shob onnonto dukho bhule gechilam...
I feel like a non living object finished with the purpose of love and affection.. ar kichu nei nijer mdhy khali ekta bacha ke kadte dekhi ... akta bacha je uthe daranor agei tar maa take chere dieychole galo..
Jodi tumi amar nijer rokter keu hote hoytoh ei bhby chere jete parte naa... aaj dariey tumi somaj er scale a amay mappo .. somaj er dristibhongi diey amay judge koro... kintu kichu jinish somaj kaaj family self respect dignity liking shob kichur urdhe jae sei infinite scale diey tomay mappi ami...
Ato deen a tomar onek kacher lok amay onek kichu boleche.. tomar bondhura tomar maa .. tomar didi sobai onek bhbg bokeche.. ar tomar bondhura toh amay jatah bole che.. ami gae makhi naa oishob karon amar bhalobasha sudhu tomay niey.. eta ke tomar somaj bole self respect heen manush.. ami boli eta selfless heen bhalobasha.. dutor mdhy akash patal tofat...
Tumi ashte ashte boro hocho nijer thik bhul ta bichar korte sikhcho .. kintu tomar samajik chokhe jeta bhul lagche sheta ki adeo bhul?? pagoler Bhalobashar ki kono daam nei.. tumio o somaj er moto amay pagol bole outcast kore dile bole dile jaah asylum a giey thak ota tor best jaega... kin2 behind every madness there is a cause of deep emotions.. a cause of deep love..
Nijer maan soman ar baki shob kichu tyag kore diechilam hoytoh relation a thaka kalin jodi amar ghore amay stab kore dite hashte hashtei chokh bujhe nitam... aaj ei bhby torture kore amay marar dorkar chilo naa.. akhn jeno mon a hoy shotti pagol chilam hoytoh oi kota bochor ekta sopno chilo ekta bishhhhaaallll boro sopno chilo jeta kono drugs newar por dekhchilam...
Reality te aaj firlam.. tumi konodeen i nijer feelings er jonoh kichu koro ni tumi hoytoh just amar haa te haa milie chile amar bhoy...ami sala pagol bhabtam hoytoh tumi bhalobeshe haa te haa mela te... sopno and reality hoche duto opposite jinish...
Reality te tumi kono deen i amay bhalobasho ni amar sopne mona hoto jeno tomar kache prem mane ami i...
Bhalobasha ki jinish kash training ba porikha dewa jeto marks ta dekhtam koto pai.. eto bhalo kore bhalobeshe aaj ei deen dekhchi... seconds jokhn years er moto kore kate tokhn bojhajae koto ta feeling chilo... jokhn seconds miliseconds er moto taratari kate tar mane sei feelings er ar kono daam nei...
Amay majhy mjhy eshe ekjon bole janish o tor jonoh pray kkrechilo kaal.. ami hashi ar take boli jaah giey dekhie de amar chobi ta.. ki obosthay achi.. sheo heshe etai bole sala tui i pagol o dkehteo chae naa tui kisher mdhy achis.. o o nijer bhul take niey sheta destiny ir lekha bole dite chae...
Tumi aram se life lead koro go.. hebby uthe darao... jibon a eksecond er jonoh amar kono memories ba sufferings er ktha bhebo naa bujhle ... ami ar beshi kotha barachi naa apatoto.. jei bhby suffer korchi kkrte dao!!! Bhalobeshona jokhn tokhn bhebe ki labh... je bhalobashe shey kisher mdhy diey jache!!!
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